Learn From Everythings

Sometimes I feel so happy. be grateful for what I've been through at the same time, I feel very sad many sweets moment that happened in my life now it just only a memory a memory that maybe only me remembered a memory that only me feel a longing a memory that only me want to repeat it again really want to replay all of it my childhood, play football, games, bicycling, much more at some point, I cannot hold back my feeling how much I missed it hoping someday I will wake up in my past, at my old bed, my bedroom, sunshine, the air, the sound of my house, same activity, same friends and the most thing I've missed is the same atmosphere sadly, The truth all of it is only happening in my mind I must face the reality The truth in front of my eyes become a man, continue my life but in the end, I just want to be a little child in his bedroom playing games, go to school happily and close my eyes hoping everything never changed. forever. a letter to my self. I...