Learn From Everythings

Today I sit on my bed the same bed that be with me long time ago I never feel so comfortable my room, my very own room I feel it so much, the feeling of very own that I slept here before the feeling of everyday I woke up to go to school I missed it so much, I missed how people woke me up I missed how I get dressed to went to school I missed how I get laying down when I really tired fighting the world I missed everything everything at the same place, same memories, different time it's been three years since my Senior High School was done I still cannot let go all of my feeling how much I missed it everyone always have a special place in their heart about memories for me, I missed my childhood, my junior, my senior moment Today I still continue my life, at the same bed, different year, different story My finish line is still far away My bucket list will be wake up at my own bed without thinking about how many day left to stay here I will I will return to my own ...

have you ever felt like just wanna travel to the past right now? i don't wanna die. I felt sorry for everyone who has the same feeling as mine. you are strong, you are brave. Goodluck! you can overcome everything. trust me! you are strong. you have power to stand. you can contribute to the community! you are needed to make this world become better place! by the time I wrote this, I need a break in life. just wanna take my chair to moon, relax and watching Tv while zippin' some fanta with earth view at Tv's background. although that not going to happened, I still have a hope for life. Isn't it? :)