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I Felt Nothing

have you ever felt like just wanna travel to the past right now?
i don't wanna die. I felt sorry for everyone who has the same feeling as mine.
you are strong, you are brave.
Goodluck!
you can overcome everything. trust me! you are strong. you have power to stand.
you can contribute to the community!
you are needed to make this world become better place!

by the time I wrote this, I need a break in life.
just wanna take my chair to moon, relax and watching Tv while zippin' some fanta with earth view at Tv's background.
although that not going to happened, I still have a hope for life. Isn't it? :)
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