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My Journey

I
am
They call me fariz
lived for 19 years
writing this blog for my obsession
like many others
writing my memories
day after day
the month after month
years after years
memories fade
became darker, until only a huge blank of void I can remember
nothing like before
I felt don't have a past
the point where all of my life was began
where everything started
loving memories don't die, it saved
be grateful to God for what I've encountered
enjoyable, happiness and loving do not dissolve in Cerebral cortex
sad, hatred, disappointment hard to erased
people come and go, they are not lost, they are changed
don't you think all people cannot be replaced?
All you need is their feeling for you, not from people that leave you, but people that come to you
I'm here, I'm waiting, I'm lost.
Bring me back, I'm seeking for help, I need to find who I'm before.
All my past, all my memories
everything
everything
everything
replay all the memories back
love to playing again, and again in my head
sadly, they all repeated only in my thought
never forget and don't forget
it's all happened in my "Journey".

Fariz :)
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