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Long time to be here again

 Hello!

I though you wont be here again, but here you are.

how are you? are you fine? I hope you are.

it's been a long time since the last time you came.

the blog little bit dusty ain't it? hehehe.

I'm glad you make it to this day, A day you don't even have scheduled before.

I'm very pround to you to strive and survive to this day, keep up the good work.

I'm not really understand but I'm quite listened to your saddness about friend, sometimes you need to forgive yourself. you may did something terrible to your friend outside your conscioussness? (did I say it right? lol jk) and you still blame yourself why did you such a thing?

I will take the responsibility, to all Fariz friend, whoever you are (childhood, elementary school, junior and senior highschool, campus, Coass, study club or anyone who befriended with him) All of you, my alter ego may did something wrong that maybe hurt your feeling or did ungrateful after you helped him or did not there when you need him. We're said sorry, he still remebered that day he did wrong and he seems embarrassed and feared to said to you, he want to ask your apologized for what he've done and we hope you accept his apologize. We always pray for your health and wealth, therefore he still hope to see you again next time.

through life we may lost a friend and gain a brotherhood. though our entire life we may be forgotten by others, we felt deeply miserable but life never end there do we? we feel happly to be parts of your journey although it's just a tiny fraction memory for some people are neglectible, but here we are.😥 

We are so grateful you have come and be a part of our life. we cheerish your present and you have taugh us many life lesson during our encounter. We want to say we love you as a companion during a phase of life. you are trully a remarkable soul!

May we meet again and happily life!

sicerely,

your friend Fariz! :)

P.S. Note : I hope you read this and to whoever read this letter, you are on the list. trust me you are! 

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