Hello! I though you wont be here again, but here you are. how are you? are you fine? I hope you are. it's been a long time since the last time you came. the blog little bit dusty ain't it? hehehe. I'm glad you make it to this day, A day you don't even have scheduled before. I'm very pround to you to strive and survive to this day, keep up the good work. I'm not really understand but I'm quite listened to your saddness about friend, sometimes you need to forgive yourself. you may did something terrible to your friend outside your conscioussness? (did I say it right? lol jk) and you still blame yourself why did you such a thing? I will take the responsibility, to all Fariz friend, whoever you are (childhood, elementary school, junior and senior highschool, campus, Coass, study club or anyone who befriended with him) All of you, my alter ego may did something wrong that maybe hurt your feeling or did ungrateful after you helped him or did not there when you ne...
Today I sit on my bed the same bed that be with me long time ago I never feel so comfortable my room, my very own room I feel it so much, the feeling of very own that I slept here before the feeling of everyday I woke up to go to school I missed it so much, I missed how people woke me up I missed how I get dressed to went to school I missed how I get laying down when I really tired fighting the world I missed everything everything at the same place, same memories, different time it's been three years since my Senior High School was done I still cannot let go all of my feeling how much I missed it everyone always have a special place in their heart about memories for me, I missed my childhood, my junior, my senior moment Today I still continue my life, at the same bed, different year, different story My finish line is still far away My bucket list will be wake up at my own bed without thinking about how many day left to stay here I will I will return to my own ...